Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I really hate feeling disappointed every single time I get back a physics test or quiz. And the worse thing is that, I knew I could have put in more effort. I started out so well in the course, so determined to master that much hated subject. I don't want and I'm not willing to let physics pull down my average. If I honestly don't buck up, I don't know what I'm going to do with myself.
Am I trying not hard enough? Damn it, I really feel like giving up.
And I'm totally drained out nowadays. I wish I didn't have to think so much. I wish I didn't have to be so uncertain about so many things. I want lots and lots of cotton candy now. ):
On another note, Jasminelaw should probably be in China now. I'm going to miss talking to her so terribly. I can never get by a week without talking to her, and now, she's gone for like 12 days. Oh well, at least she's going there to do something productive, which is to train hard and become like the best shooter. :D
All of a sudden, I'm feeling completely lost. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. Okay, I should stop thinking.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:22 PM